Consume (The Stand) [in progress] 42"W x 84"L
Spires rose up against the flat orange clouds, black as the coming night and wrapped in the haze of spaces in between. Like claws, the mountaintops ripped at the sky with a malice embedded in all the places left in the world. Each peak rose higher as the sun dropped, its boggy shadow embracing the illusions of distance and drowning the few people who look up in the terror of a grasping fist, wringing out the pulp within its grasp.
Cale saw the familiar horizon as a thing without merit. It was simply a boundary between him and the other side. Each mile he had to cross over those ridges was the equivalent of ten down here on the flats and it gave him cause to grimace. In fact, it pissed him off.
Couldn’t just send me south, he thought, had to be west. The failing light leapt off the glass shards at his feet and dragged his shadow around the corner of the building he leaned against. Taking a step to the right, he pulled his shadow-self away from the bend, sliding it farther from sight. Around that corner was the rest of his journey, obstacles and challenges and men with faces yet to be seen. And women with bodies yet to be touched. Or none of these things.
Cale remembered his last trip into the west, on the heels of a four-legged freak. The man-beast was always miles ahead of him it seemed, not counting for his extra legs, the bastard just seemed to find short-cuts, places in the world where one leap could take him four and Cale’s steps never seemed to leave the tarry ropes of a crowded road. He rounded hundreds of corners then, each one was a blind leap of faith that when he turned he would live. Corners were dangerous, corners are dangerous. He thought as he did now, that in turning each one he would be beset by adventure and some sequence of epic events that could afford to be written down by someone who still remembered how to read. Much to his disappointment, it was an adventure without much excitement.
He had caught up with the freak, the quadruped. The monster had managed to snap both of its forelegs when leaping over a stalled four-door sedan. How long it had been lying there, unable to get out of the traffic jam without the full use of its front legs, was of no consequence. Cale stared into its bird’s eyes for an hour as it squawked in its freak language, basic tongues long-forgotten. It had been a beautiful monster. In the west, Cale didn’t know what it was called, but back home, back where it was simply a freak, he would have called it a centaur. It had the torso of a man, a muscular form that could have been carved from stone it was so perfect; a sheep’s body, whose wool was matted and pierced with chips of wood and muddy branches; four smooth and hairless legs that would look stunning on any woman back east. And of course, the bird’s head. He had never seen a parrot before and would not have known to call it that, all Cale saw was the blue and orange feathers that molted and dropped from the shrieking and dying form of the freak.
In the end he did what he always did, two slugs in the head. The squawking ended and the blood that came out looked black on the old beaten roadway. Cale remembered being disappointed, an unexciting end to a long and dull trip.
His hands now cupped around an old and bent cigarette as his practiced fingers deftly lit a wooden match. The sulfur burned in a faded green at the stick, but was wrapped in the familiar orange Cale’s eyes knew so well. Down to three, he thought. Smokes were a rare privilege on the road and he would probably have none on the return journey, but fuck it.
The cigarette burned slowly, rolled perfectly by hands that were now dead. Tobacco was pulled from the earth in places Cale had never seen, wrapped in homes behind closed doors and sold by men with teeth as white as their eyes, but held venom as yellow as their piss. What was the saying? They could sell a thirsty man a cup of salt? Something. Cale dragged on the smoke deep and long, savoring its warmth and the flat burn in the back of his throat.
Its shriveled husk fell to the ground and choked and died like the freak so long ago. Two in the head.
He rounded the corner, knowing it could be his death and (maybe) the last corner he ever turned. Pulling in a fast breath, like a gasp, he swung into the shadow of the concrete structure. Eyes up and there was nothing. Of course, he mused, just like every other turn on this road. His dusty boots walked on.