Those fucking kids.
I watched this child- who could not have been more than twelve years old – repeatedly punch his dog in the face. Blow after blow after blow to the snout of this light brown retriever mix, a dog who was less than 50 pounds on a good day. Needless to say I was disgusted.
I see this dog now, tail between its legs and giant wet eyes, running through the neighborhood, fleeing from its tormentors and trying desperately to find a new way to live, but everyday it’s back in the yard of the demon-child; its back to where the food is; its back to where home is.
The home it belongs to is just as much a mess as the dog: father, step-mother, three or four children and abuse running rampant from the floors up. The father is an ogre of man, a great belly protrudes from beneath his Cleveland Indians jersey and a coarse black beard fires out from his chin and swallows his face. The beard becomes a mask for him, his face dies within it – it hides – and his voice grows powerful, it becomes the rolling thunder of a cannon shot, the explosion of fodder from within his heart. His bellowing is heard for hundreds of yards, demanding obedience from his children and succor from his wife.
I never see them happy. I never see them hold hands or hug. His subordinate (the wife, the step-mother) carries herself in fear; her shoulders hang down and she cringes beneath her too-large sweaters and greasy unwashed hair. I hear her tell a friend on the phone, “I can’t take it anymore, I don’t know what to do.” I imagine the voice on the other end trying to convince her to take action, to rebel against her oppressor, but she can’t. Instead of freedom she chooses to ride passenger in the life of a monster. She holds a yard sale to make money off of her broken dreams; why is she raising money? I haven’t the slightest, but I can see that she did not make much. The front lawn was scattered with odds and ends, a clothing rack with outfits long-ignored or children’s toys from a decade before; this soul has given up her life to play second-fiddle, to play step-mother to children who respect no one and nothing.
Clouds open up on the yard sale and she panics to cover her treasures; no help from the kids. Two of her step-sons (brothers) have taken their leave by way of one of their many wheeled devices – scooters, bicycles, skateboards, they had it all. They race the rain to rendezvous with friends behind Goodwill. I imagine the cold droplets striking their faces, hopefully causing them pain, hopefully stinging their eyes so they wonder how the dog feels when they act out upon him.
Step-mom sprints from the garage to the front yard, grabbing first the clothes, then the furniture and then the toys. Random trinkets are left behind to endure the stinging chill. She harps about something when she finally takes shelter. Her voice is shrill now, screeching about some disappointment or dissatisfaction to the empty walls of her cell.
Yelping, the only scream that dogs can make. One short burst of pain embodied in the high-note that every human can identify; clearer than the endless din of grey noise that comes from the house across the way.
The silver bottoms of the leaves show as the wind whips at the world, a light comes on – automatically reacting to the sudden darkness – and the screen door entrance into hell flies open, battered by the wind and pushed clear for the panicked escape of the dog. His thin legs carry him down their four steps in one leap and he dashes down the sidewalk (I’m always amazed to see animals consciously choosing to use a sidewalk as opposed to crossing yards or the street).
Lightning flashes.